No one talks about
what it’s really like

From 2020 to 2025, I was battling with an eating disorder that took more than just my relationship with food. It took away my energy. My presence. The ability to actually live my life.

I had to learn what actually helps. And unlearn a lot of what doesn’t. Slowly, I started finding my way back. And a big part of that was starting to see clearly. I had been trying to be prettier. Thinner. The subtle ways we’re taught that our worth lies in how we look. I started questioning all of it.

What actually matters? Who am I without all of this? Who was I trying to be?

I’ve always been someone who creates, who builds, who shares. So I started documenting my experience. What actually helped. What didn’t. What I wish I had understood sooner.

I want to clarify - this isn’t about replacing professional help - It’s about adding context, awareness, and honesty. It’s about expanding the conversation and speaking about the things that people are too afraid to say.

You can’t change what you don’t understand. And you can’t understand what no one is talking about.

This space exists to change that. To share, to educate, and to bring awareness— without shame, without judgement.